Today is one of the suckiest day i had..

hvnt been blogging nowadays..no time and no mood to blog..haha...finally my first sem in lasalle is coming to an end.. =) sigh..still hafta chiong my Os.. :/ si bei sian la..I wana go Korea asap..haha.sigh..i hv been tinking to myself lately..dat why does ppl deserve smthg dat dey dun deserve at all...i mean..it's kinda weird to see smthg to be handover to a person dat is damn freakin 'noob' for it...i guess it's one of God's plans and ways of doing things bah..haha..

sigh i oso duno y i blog this..weird..

things hvnt been going too well with me nowadays..feeling awfully..emo..and pek chik with sch work..sigh..it's a nvr ending story..

now im feeling abit edgy..feel like beating or biting a punching bag..ARRGGH

pissed out

3 more weeks to sch hol..and commencing to O levels..sigh..buay tahan..still hafta rush alot of things sia..pray dat God will provide my strength and determination to last till everything is over..haha. hmmp..da building of the old' malay village is going 'grnd zero' le..haha..not use seeing joo chiat complex outside my window in my room >.< haha..i wish i can go korea asap..i wana enjoy da food and da winter..haha..

today is da day im baptised..woot.lolx...

1 more month to my break and the end of my first sem..hmmp. hv been doing some tinking alot recently..tinking dat whether my family's $$ will be sufficient for us..as my bro is going to study in sec sch next year..plus my expenses is going up..and i dun wana be a burden to my mom..hmm..and was wondering if i can do well in my coming Os..den maybe i do my studies in a poly..which will save quite abit of $$ den lasalle..yalor.but i scared i'll be wasting my time abit..cos i still needa go army after my tertiary..

now im kinda worried for my bro's PSLE..which is commencing this wed..i rily wana see him go to a gd sch..but den he's not vry serious with his studies leh..

sigh..how sia..

my prayers is answered! Praise the Lord! haha. going for water baptism on the coming sat..after my dearest mom allowed me to go. hee. duno why i feel vry excited abt it..cant wait for da baptism >_< haha..yups.